Its nearly been 3 years since we lost u i cant believe it. It seems years ago my heart has not stopped aching since the day you left me you have a gorgeous little sister now called charlotte am sure your looking down on her smiling but i cant help looking up and crying i wish that i could have u both here playing together mummy loves you both with all my heart and i always will do your my special little angel R.I.P baby we will meet one day xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

We cried tears when we learned that a child would be, that your GOD had allowed you to quicken in me. We cried tears with our loved ones as they shared our joy, and we thought about names for a girl or a boy. I cried tears as I thought of the things that we would do, all the things that your Daddy would pass on to you. And I cried as I thought of each inch you had grown, as I pondered the day you’d make yourself known. Then, to think of the world you must enter brought fears. Once again, little loved one, your Mother cried tears. Something’s wrong, I can tell – once again there are tears, and I’ll not get the chance of your love through the years. Oh the ache and the sorrow and all of the pain, and again, yes again, my tears fell like rain. Then His peace comes to me as I think of you there, gently rocking with FATHER in His favorite chair. Your sweet little fingers clenched tight in His palm and His SON softly singing to help keep you calm. Our FATHER knew you days before they came to be, and He knew, little one, you would not stay with me. So, I cry but I know that when this life is done, I will greet and embrace you my little sweet one. There’s a time to be born and a time to die, and the joy and the sorrow both make us cry!

The memories we hold deep within our heart, can bring us joy, or tear us apart. They surface when we're lonely, they make us cry, As we sort through painful memories, of days gone by. They can cause such sadness and heartache too, We even wonder at times if we'll make it through. The memories are our past, we never let them go, They are also our future to help us grow. Memories within the heart, always stay, But given time, the pain, will go away. Give yourself the time, for when heartache is real You need to grieve before wounds can heal. Then you can look back, once in awhile, And memories will be there to remember with a smile. They'll bring you comfort, there'll be no more pain, And your heart will be free....to love again.