I feel like I' ve just existed And now it's almost been a year I don't know how I' ve lived and breathed Without you being here. I know you never got to live your lifetime, The pain in my heart is still so great, Yet I know your spirit is free. At times I think I hear you The thoughts come to my mind. I struggle for the sound of your voice, But your voice I cannot find. Yet you come to me in many ways So I know you did not die, You want to tell me that you' re close, And to please stop asking Why. Our lives on earth seem all too brief, Or brief as it seems to me. But where you are is forever, GOD calls that Eternity